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by Brett Bews

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1.
Any Way 02:13
I could wear yesterday's clothes You'd still cling to my wrinkled sleeve I'd forget to wash my hair And you still find excuses to run your hands through it And I still have my delusions And you still have your others And maybe we're just waiting for something to burn 'Cause I'm gonna be here anyway, in Any Way you'll let me Love's a choice we make every day Not to just lay down and die Doesn't mean I won't go away If you asked me to I'd run out so decisions can be easy And I still have my delusions And you still have your lovers And maybe we're just waiting for something to burn 'Cause I'm gonna be here anyway, in Any Way you'll let me
2.
Do the idealized illusions of the people that we think we love diminish over time, and with contact? If I get to know you with all your troubles, and your flaws, and lies, and truths then maybe I'll learn not to love you For the way you bite your lip when you get nervous Or the impish way you throw yourself into everything you love Everything I see is covered in you You're the day I didn't notice until everything was perfect, and it hit me that it won't get much more perfect than this You're the night I stayed out far too late, for far too many reasons, and I don't know if I'll ever catch my sleep All I think is the way you say some things for my ears only And the beautiful simplicity of listening to your voice Everything I hear is coloured with you I know it's stupid I know that it's fail I know you'll probably never feel the same way But something speaks to me, and it won't stop talking And I never thought before that some things could be Fated He saw what I could not see I was blind, blinded with pain And blinded with love I don't think that I'll every lay my eyes on anybody else that'll make me want to write Another Stupid Love Song And I'm probably being overly dramatic, but I'm going to wait until the day that, either I stop loving you, Or you begin to notice that I'm kind of awesome And, given half the chance, I'd be everything you need Everything I do is better with you I know it's stupid I know that it's fail I know you'll probably never feel the same way But something inside me won't stop talking And I never thought before that some things could be Fated He saw what I could not see I was blind, blinded with pain And he called me back from the place I thought I'd never leave
3.
In My Dreams 02:31
My brain doesn't have any trouble remembering what you look like In My Dreams you look exactly the same as you do when you're real life You have two eyes and a nose, and your head is covered in brown hair And despite all the college girls, and nakedness, and telekinesis, I'm distracted And your hair might be a bit nicer And your clothes might be a bit nicer But all those things don't matter to me, baby Time flies by so fast, and autumn turns to coldness Nothing much happened since the summer, not that I would notice You thought that love was the comfort of someone; Someone with whom you shared mutual respect I thought that love was a unicorn, or Jesus, or maybe I thought it was death And your hair might be a bit nicer And your clothes might be a bit nicer But everything else is a blur When you're looking at him, and he's thinking of her I've been distracted by all of my various careers and projects I'd forgotten what love was A shiny, silky, multi-coloured invitation to all the parties that you wish you'd been invited to in high school Love is everything Everything is everything Nothing is everything And your hair might be a bit nicer And your clothes might be a bit nicer
4.
These Things 03:16
The stakes are high because everyone else is seeing that you and I should be together I don't know why; because everyone else is seeing the things I try to remind myself: That this life doesn't wait for you and me And this love doesn't wait for you And These Things I say make sense But maybe I don't know why He doesn't know if she's right for him or not Funny; he doesn't know if he's right for him And through it all, two-hundred words won't make one difference Even if they're in a song I know you know that if I had you now, you'd be my only man But words can't say to you what my actions never can 'Cause this life doesn't wait for you and me And this love doesn't wait for you And These Things I say make sense But maybe I don't know why I know you know that if I had you now, you'd be my only man But words can't say to you what my actions never can
5.
I think that part of the reason that I've been seeing demons at night is because of my reluctance to wear my own shoes Not just reluctance, but forcibly placing myself in the wrong pair of footwear At the wrong time Yes, I am my mother's son But I'm also my father's And maybe your way works for you But, to tell you the truth, it doesn't work for me You give me explicit, you ask for direct I suppose that has its uses But my nature is just a little more subtle A little more discreet But I guess that I'm just growing into it A Little Bit Late You can't battle-axe every problem into closure and peace And choose your own adventures are really limited, to say the least So I'll go my own way, and you can go his But my stuff's gonna work itself out with time I'm my mother's son But I'm also my father's And maybe your way works for you But, to tell you the truth, it doesn't work for me You gave me explicit, you asked for direct I suppose that has its uses But my nature is just a little more subtle A little more discreet But I guess that I'm just growing into it A Little Bit Late Well, maybe things'd be a little bit better if you and I were a little less proud As it is, there are just some things we just can't talk about So, I see you in the streets; I see you everywhere Well, this town's just not big enough But neither are we Yes, I am my mother's son But I'm also my father's And maybe your way works for you But, to tell you the truth, it doesn't work for me You gave me explicit, you asked for direct I suppose that has its uses But my nature is just a little more subtle A little more discreet But I guess that I'm just growing into it A Little Bit Late
6.
Never Yours 03:28
I was Never Yours Even when you told me so I'm my own girl I have to tell you, now, to go I was Never Yours Even when you told me with your hand I don't wanna know any more reasons why you're still here Save it all I was Never Yours To turn the tables on at nightfall I'm leaving here with all of the bruises 'round my eyes All of the bruises on my thighs Save it all And I know I can always go back home And I know that I probably will And I know that I can't escape this feeling that you're just around the next bend Save it all
7.
The Best 04:43
Maybe I'm sore; maybe I wanted something more Maybe I'm scared that all I wanted to be was what you thought was me What did you think I'd do? Don't walk away when I'm just trying to say That I thought we could be The Best That I still think we could be The Best Being so weak -- being too damn scared to speak -- It makes sense to run away, but maybe I saw you see me, watching you, watching me I want to say -- well, anyway Don't walk away when I'm just trying to say That I thought we could be The Best That I still think we could be The Best Some days I think we just might be The Best So this is what it's like I'm making everything go wrong I wish I didn't have to be so... I wish you didn't have to be so... I wish you didn't have to be so gone And I don't know if, this time, If I can bounce back this time I wish I didn't have to be so... I wish you didn't have to be so... I wish we didn't have to be so gone Maybe I'm sore; maybe I wanted something more Maybe I'm scared of what I wanted to be... What did you think? I won't walk away when I'm just trying to say I thought we could be...
8.
Pretty much all I've got is a terminal case of knowing what I want Basically all you've got is a tendency of knowing what you're on You make me feel so young; I'm tired of feeling old before my time Maybe this isn't love, but I don't care, as long as I'm not dead or dying Everything operates smoother than before Everyone's noticing, but who can blame them for... It's the same clothes; it's the same situation But my body's just not holding up so well Oh well Living with your disease, it's an epidemic that I know too well Hopefully you're noticing this unprotected, unexpected hell Burns so bright, it feels just like a sweltering emotion underneath me It's Immolating Overdrive; okay, it doesn't make much sense, but I feel you in my teeth Everything operates smoother than before Everyone's noticing, but who can blame them for... It's the same clothes; it's the same situation But my body's just not holding up so well My body's just not holding up And I am just not holding up And I am just not doing so well
9.
Knees are feeling weak; they know this is the right step Or maybe it's just because I haven't eaten for a day Sooner or later it's over: I'm Gonna Go Either Way Oh, I am afraid I lost you there After all I ever did All I ever wanted was to be heard You're not fooling me: you're just kidding yourself What we had once... well, what we have now, it doesn't work And so, I'm sorry, but I can't stay Sooner or later it's over: I'm gonna go Oh, I am afraid I lost you there After all I ever did All I ever wanted was to be heard
10.
I wish you'd look away from me, 'cause I don't wanna be here anymore No, I don't think I'm so smart as I thought I was before You were so bright; I thought we might be more These days I'm doing okay; I met a guy -- Well, anyway, I'm fine It might be hard to see now, but we're better off leaving this behind We loved, we laughed; why did it have to end? I'll be okay -- I'm already fine Something like that, it just takes time You know, he scared me sometimes -- well, I don't know, I didn't understand How I could go from seeing him, and seeing me, to seeing another man You're sweet, you're strong I can't go wrong with this I... I'll be okay -- I'm already fine Something like that, it just takes time And maybe you, and maybe me Well, we could be something so much Better Than This

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released December 2, 2011

All written, arranged, recorded, produced, designed by Brett Bews

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Brett Bews is a Canadian singer-songwriter and multiinstrumentalist based out of Edmonton, AB. His influences include Dallas Green, Sufjan Stevens, Jim Cuddy, and Tegan & Sara.

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